“As a rule, man’s a fool. When it’s hot, he wants it cool. When it’s cool, he wants it hot. Always wanting what is not.” by Mona Ma’am
I always remember this quote by my most admired teacher in college. Man, is actually a fool. Man here is being used in a general sense, representing people. I have been thinking about life in general. How far I have come. From being a an introvert to an outgoing person. I had anger on my nose all the time. Although, I am still an angry young women, but not to that extent. Life, has taught me so many things. From being a cribber to a happy go lucky girl. My life really amuses me sometimes. I have met many people, some made me feel special, some made me feel like a retard and of course some made me feel angry on them and sometimes on me. Some were just plain confusing, like my beloved narcissist friend. I do hope he is okay. But, now I really don’t want to be in contact with him. I have always thought of him highly, until I finally came to know him. Now, it is confirmed, beautiful/smart people does not always have a good heart or may have some mental problem or no may be? How do I know, I have not lived his life. I don’t know what he has gone through. It took me years altogether to gather up my life, how can I comment on his life? As, he was not replying to my messages, I wanted to be with him. But, then I thought, why? He doesn’t want to be with me. Will be happy with a forced friendship? NO.
Finally, I decided to let go of this confusion and of the last string attached to him. As, anything forced is not worth having. If its mean’t to be, it will happen.
Girl with a Tripod
Some of the posts by my blogger friends:
- Dating Newbie?
- Little Zyphira
- Cure for a confused mind
- Living in the age of blasted hope
- Is this love
- All once was well..
- How can you learn from confused state of mind
- He did
- Replace confused with clarity
- I am Human
- Weekend bender
- I used my depression to inspire me